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HAUNTING MEMORIES [Digitally Remastered]

by The Santairs

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YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU 04:58
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YOU SAY THAT LOVE IS NOT IMPORTANT, THOUGH I FIND IT HARD TO BELIEVE. WITHOUT PASSION, LOVE DIES AND LEAVES. HOW CAN YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE HIM, BECAUSE FROM THE VERY START, I'VE HAD THIS FEELING THAT WON'T GO AWAY TO YOUR HEART? AND I WANT YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU. ALL I WANT IS YOU. YOU HAVE THE LOVE THAT SHINES ON ME. WHAT MUST I DO TO CHANGE YOUR MIND? I SING TO THE STARS ALL THE TIME. EVERY TIME YOU BREATHE, I'LL BE THERE LIKE THE AIR. I AM YOUR SKY. AND I WANT YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU. ALL I NEED IS YOU. YOU HAVE THE LOVE THAT SHINES ON ME TO BE FREE. (SOLO) I NEED YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU. ALL I WANT IS YOU. YOU HAVE THE LOVE THAT SHINES ON ME TO BE FREE. WILL YOU BE MY DREAMS AND MAKE THEM COME TRUE? I'LL DO THE SAME FOR YOU. YOU SAY LOVE IS NOT IMPORTANT, THOUGH I FIND IT HARD TO BELIEVE. WITHOUT PASSION, LOVE DIES AND BLEEDS. I NEED YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU. ALL I NEED IS YOU. YOU HAVE THE LOVE THAT SHINES ON ME. 'CAUSE I WANT YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU. ALL I WANT IS YOU. YOU HAVE THE LOVE THAT SHINES ON ME TO BE FREE.
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LONELY LADY 04:00
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LONELY LIFE NEEDS TO BE FED. I NEED A COMPANION WHO CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM. I SEARCHED EVERYDAY WITHOUT A FRIEND. THE ONLY WOMAN WHO WILL HAVE ME IS A LONELY LADY. WHY DO I CRY WHEN I'M HURTING INSIDE? WHY DO I FEEL UNFULFILLED? PERHAPS IT'S THE TIME I AM LIVING IN THIS WORLD. WILL I GET WELL OR STAY IN THIS HELL, AND LIVE IN FEAR FOR ALL MY YEARS? (SOLO) LONELY LADY, WAIT FOR ME! I FEEL I AM DYING! SET ME FREE. JUST SET ME FREE. WHY DO I SPEAK WHEN ALL MY WORDS ARE WEAK? WHY DO I TRY LIVING A LIE, PRETENDING TO BE ANOTHER ME? WILL I BE STRONG OR WILL I BE WRONG, AFRAID TO BE WITH MY LONELY LADY?
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A BALLAD OF LONNI DIDDY 03:41
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LONNI DIDDY, FORGIVE ME. I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU, HONESTLY. I CAUGHT YOU WITH ANOTHER MAN, AND FRANKLY, I JUST DIDN'T UNDERSTAND. THAT FATEFUL DAY YOU SAID GOODBYE. I FOUND YOU WITH ANOTHER GUY, AND A TEAR RAN DOWN MY EYE. I TRUSTED YOU THOSE TIMES BEFORE. MY MIND WAS HURT. MY HEART WAS SORE, BUT NOW YOU'RE GONE FOREVER MORE. LONNI DIDDY, FORGIVE ME. DID YOU MEAN TO HURT ME, HONESTLY? I CAUGHT YOU WITH ANOTHER MAN, BUT FRANKLY, I JUST DIDN'T UNDERSTAND. YOU TOLD ME ONCE, “DON'T YOU GET MAD!” THAT FAITH IN YOU, I SHOULD HAVE HAD, THIS TIME, I'M FEELING WAY TOO SAD. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN YOU TWO WERE FRIENDS, WHILE YOU USED ME TO PRETEND, AND NOW I'M PAYING IN THE END. LONNI DIDDY, FORGIVE ME. I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU, HONESTLY. I CAUGHT YOU WITH ANOTHER MAN AND FRANKLY, I JUST DIDN'T UNDERSTAND. HE WAS A LUST FROM YOUR PAST, A SYCOPHANT—IT COULDN'T LAST. AND NOW, I FEEL AN OUTCAST. LONNI DIDDY, FORGIVE ME. DID YOU MEAN TO HURT ME, HONESTLY? I CAUGHT YOU WITH ANOTHER MAN AND FRANKLY, I JUST DIDN'T UNDERSTAND, NOW I CAN.
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OO BABY I LOVE YOU (ROCKER CHICK) 02:32
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OO BABY I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU DON'T LOVE ME. OO BABY I NEED YOU, BUT YOU DON'T NEED ME. OO BABY I WANT YOU, BUT YOU DON'T WANT ME. YOU ROCK ME TO THE LEFT, YOU ROCK ME TO THE RIGHT. YOU ROCK ME EVERYDAY, YOU ROCK ME EVERY NIGHT. YOU ROCK ME OVER HERE, YOU ROCK ME OVER THERE. YOU ROCK ME EVERYWHERE 'CAUSE BABY, YOU DON'T CARE. MY ROCKER CHICK. MY ROCKER CHICK. WOO, MY ROCKER CHICK. YOU DO YOUR ROCKER TRICK. OO BABY I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU DON'T LOVE ME. OO BABY I NEED YOU, BUT YOU DON'T NEED ME. OO BABY I WANT YOU, BUT YOU DON'T WANT ME. YOU ROCK IT TO THE WEST, YOU ROCK IT WITH THE BEST. YOU ROCK IT IN THE SOUTH, YOU ROCK YOUR ROCKIN' MOUTH. YOU ROCK IT IN THE EAST, YOU ROCK IT LIKE A BEAST. YOU ROCK IT IN THE NORTH, 'CAUSE BABY, YOU'RE OF COURSE A ROCKER CHICK. A ROCKER CHICK. WOO, A ROCKER CHICK. YOU ARE A ROCKER CHICK. YOU ARE ROCKIN'. YOU ARE ROCKIN'. YOU ARE ROCKIN'. YOU ARE A ROCKER CHICK. (SOLO) OO BABY I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU DON'T LOVE ME. OO BABY I NEED YOU, BUT YOU DON'T NEED ME. OO BABY I WANT YOU, BUT YOU DON'T WANT ME.
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DON'T BELIEVE 04:09
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I'M TIRED OF SEEING LOVE BEING WASTED AND ABUSED. LET ME BE! LET ME SEE WHY LOVE IS BEING USED AS A TOOL FOR FOOLS. DON'T BELIEVE ALL YOU SEE, FOR WHAT'S IN YOUR MIND IS NOT IN YOUR HEART. DON'T BELIEVE IT'S MEANT TO BE. FOR ONCE IN OUR LIVES, WE WON'T START, FOR WE LIVE SO FAR APART. (SOLO) LET ME FIND WHAT'S IN MY MIND! WITH THE TRUTH, I'LL LET YOU KNOW. WHAT I SHARE IS LOVE AND CARE. THE TRUTH IS THAT I MUST LET YOU GO. THAT IS WHY I MUST LET YOU KNOW. DON'T BELIEVE THAT YOU AND ME WERE THE ONLY ONES TO FEEL THIS WAY. WE MAY TRY AGAIN AND BE JUST FRIENDS. BUT 'TIL THEN, I'LL STAY AWAY. PERHAPS I'LL BE BACK ANOTHER DAY. (SOLO)
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WHERE DO I GO? 02:25
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WHERE DO I GO NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE NOW? I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D GO. WHAT DO I SAY NOW SINCE YOU'RE AWAY NOW? I REALLY MISS YOU SO. I LOOK AT THE SKY AND I SEE YOUR FACE, REMEMBERING THOSE MEMORIES OF THE PLACES WE USED TO GO. WHERE DO I GO NOW SINCE YOU AREN'T HERE NOW? CAN YOU HEAR MY HEART CRY? WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME, HAVING TO DECEIVE ME? I'M DREAMING OF THE DAYS GONE BY. I LOOK AT THE STARS AND I SEE YOUR EYES. THEY TWINKLE AND THEY SHINE, AND THEN THEY START TO DIE AWAY, EVERYDAY. WHERE DO I GO NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE NOW? I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D GO. WHERE DO I GO NOW SINCE YOU AREN'T HERE NOW? I REALLY MISS YOU SO. WHERE DO I GO?
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WELL, THAT'S THE WAY 02:22
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WELL, THAT'S THE WAY LIFE IS. THAT'S THE WAY LIFE IS. IF YOU WANT MY LOVIN', COME ON OVER AND I'LL GIVE YOU A KISS. THAT'S THE WAY LIFE'S ABOUT. THAT'S THE WAY LIFE'S ABOUT. IF YOU WANT TO ROCK, COME ON CLOSER AND WE'LL SCREAM AND SHOUT. THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS FOR. THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS FOR. IF YOU WANT MY HUGGIN', COME ON OVER, AND I'LL GIVE YOU SOME MORE. (SOLO) THAT'S THE WAY LIFE GOES. THAT'S THE WAY LIFE GOES. THE WAY WE LIVE IS A FACT THAT NOBODY SEEMS TO KNOW. THERE'S A WAY LIFE CAN BE. THERE'S A WAY THAT LIFE CAN BE. IF YOU WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE, COME ON OVER, AND LIVE TO BE FREE. THAT'S THE WAY LIFE IS FOR. THAT'S THE WAY LIFE IS FOR. IF YOU WANT TO BE WITH ANOTHER, BE KIND TO EACH OTHER.
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YOU ARE MINE 03:08
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WHY DOES EVERYTHING SEEM SO CLEAR? IT SEEMED SO HOPELESS JUST LAST YEAR, BUT TONIGHT, YOU ARE MINE. LET IT HAPPEN, LET IT BE JUST YOU AND ME. I FELT SO LOST IN A WORLD OF HOPE. BEFORE YOU CAME BACK, I COULDN'T COPE, BUT TODAY, YOU ARE MINE. LET US FEEL, LET US SEE THAT IT'S YOU AND ME. I FELT THE AGONY BY MY SIDE. IF YOU SHOULD LEAVE ME, THEN AGAIN I'D DIE. IS THIS FOREVER OR JUST ONE OF YOUR LIES YOU PLAY? BUT WHO'S TO STOP YOU WHEN YOU FEEL NO PAIN? FOR YOU THERE'S SUNSHINE, BUT FOR ME IT'S RAIN. TO ME IT'S CRAZY AND FOR YOU IT'S SANE YOU SAY. I DECIDED NOT TO BE YOUR MAN. I THINK YOU KNOW AND UNDERSTAND, BUT TONIGHT, YOU'LL BE MINE. IF WE DON'T START, YOU CAN'T BREAK MY HEART. IT'S ONLY SMART.
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LET'S ALL SHINE ON (GRADUATED) 03:28
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IT'S BEEN A HARD YEAR WITH HARD TIMES. IT'S ALL GONE. LET'S ALL SHINE ON. A NEW BEGINNING FOR EVERYONE. A TIME FOR JOY. A TIME FOR FUN RIGHT NOW. I FEEL THE SAME WAY AS I DID BEFORE. TRAVELED THROUGH TO MANY PLACES WITH NO OPEN DOORS TO FIND. IT'S BEEN A HARD YEAR WITH BROKEN HEARTS. NOW THAT IT'S OVER, LET'S ALL START TO CHEER. I SHED SOME TEARS FOR ME AND YOU. I FEEL THE WARMTH OF LOVING TOO, RIGHT NOW. I FEEL THE SAME WAY AS I DID BEFORE. TRAVELED THROUGH TO LOVELY PLACES WITH NO OPEN DOORS TO FIND. IT'S BEEN A HARD LIFE WITH HARD TIMES. IT'S ALL GONE. LET'S ALL SHINE ON.
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SHE'S ON IT 03:20
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THE LAST TIME THAT SHE SAW HIM, SHE KNEW THAT SHE WOULD APPALL HIM, YEA, YEA. WHEN SHE FELT THE BIG HURT, SHE JUST ACTED LIKE A FLIRT, OH NO. AS SHE WENT TO TOUCH HIM, ALL SHE FELT WAS LUST AND NOTHIN', YEA, YEA. THE LAST TIME THAT SHE SAW HIM, SHE KNEW THAT SHE WOULD APPALL HIM, YEA, YEA. WHEN SHE FELT THE BIG HURT, SHE JUST ACTED LIKE A FLIRT, OH NO. AS SHE WENT TO TOUCH HIM, ALL SHE FELT WAS LUST AND NOTHIN', YEA, YEA. SHE'S ON IT. SHE DON'T THINK SHE'S CRAZY, MAKIN' LOVE AS IF SHE'S LAZY, MM, MM. SHE MAY HAVE TO DISCOVER THAT THERE'S NO ONE GONNA LOVE HER, OO, HOO! SHE'S IMPOSSIBLE TO PLEASE, YET PERFECTION ON HER KNEES, YEA, YEA. SHE'S ON IT. OO, SHE'S ON IT. THE BREEZE BLOWS LIKE SHE KNOWS HOW TO USE. THE TRICK IS SICK WHEN SHE BEATS WITH ABUSE. YOU HOPE THAT SHE'LL NOT LOVE YOU TOO MUCH, 'CAUSE SHE'S FILLED WITH DISTRUST. SHE KNOWS HOW TO DECEIVE US, AND THEN SHE'S GONNA LEAVE US, YEA, YEA. SHE KNOWS THAT IF SHE WAITS, SHE'LL BE JUDGED BY KARMA'S FATE, OH NO. SHE NEVER GIVES, JUST TAKIN' BY ALL THINGS SHE HAS FORSAKEN, OH YEA. SHE'S ON IT. OO, SHE'S ON IT. YEA, SHE'S ON IT. (REPEAT AND FADE)
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GIDDY UP GIDDY UP 02:51
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GIDDY UP, GIDDY UP, THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID. GIDDY UP, GIDDY UP, WHEN I HAD HER IN BED. GIDDY UP, GIDDY UP, SHE'S ALWAYS IN MY HEAD. OO, WEE, OO, WEE. SHE'S THE GIRL FOR ME. OO, WEE, OO, WEE. THAT'S WHAT I SEE. OO, WEE, OO, WEE. I REALLY WANT THREE. WHEN I SAW HER ON THE CORNER BLOCK, MY HEART FELL DOWN. AND WHEN I PICKED IT UP, SHE SMASHED IT TO THE GROUND. OH NO, OH NO, COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EYES. OH NO, OH NO, SHE'S WITH OTHER GUYS. WHAT WILL I DO? SHE'S IN HER DISGUISE. WOOHOO! (SOLO) GRANNY SAID HELLO, HOW DO YOU DO? I SAID HELLO. NOW HOW 'BOUT YOU? I FELL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL WHO SNIFFS GLUE. KOO CHEE KOO CHEE KOO CHEE KOO IS WHAT I SAID. KOO CHEE KOO CHEE KOO CHEE KOO. I SAID IT INSTEAD OF GIVING HER MONEY, MY FACE WOULD TURN RED. KITTY KITTY KITTY CAT, YOU KNOW WHERE IT'S AT. KITTY KITTY KITTY CAT, YOU KNOW WHERE IT'S AT. KITTY KITTY KITTY CAT, I SMELL A RAT.
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LOVER LOVER 04:01
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LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, AND ONLY YOU. LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, WHY CAN'T YOU BE TRUE? NOW YOU CAN HAVE THAT OTHER MAN, 'CAUSE I'M THROUGH WITH YOU. CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND? I'VE ALWAYS BEEN SO NICE TO YOU. ALL YOU WERE WAS MEAN AND CRUEL. YOU USED TO BE SO SWEET AND KIND. WITH ALL YOUR CHARM, I WAS SO BLIND. YOU CHEATED ME, THEN I CHEATED YOU. I MUST GO ON WITHOUT YOU. LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, WHY CAN'T YOU BE TRUE? LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, AND ONLY YOU. WHEN I MET YOU, HAPPINESS CAME. IT WAS A LOVE, NOT A GAME. HOW WAS I TO KNOW YOU LIED TO ME. IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE. LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, AND ONLY YOU. LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, WHY CAN'T YOU BE TRUE? WHEN YOU LEFT MY SIDE, I STAYED AT HOME. OH HOW I CRIED. I STAYED ALONE. I SAID SOME THINGS I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID. IF YOU WERE HERE, I'D DIE INSTEAD. LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, AND ONLY YOU. LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, WHY CAN'T YOU BE TRUE? WHEN YOU LEFT ME, I FELL APART. ALL YOU LEFT WAS MY BROKEN HEART. PLEASE BELIEVE ME, I LOVED YOU SO. SO NOW, I HAVE TO GO. LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, AND ONLY YOU. LOVER, LOVER, I LOVED YOU BABY, WHY CAN'T YOU BE TRUE?
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HAUNTING MEMORIES 02:48
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MY MEMORIES ARE HAUNTING ME, AND I AM ON MY OWN. AFRAID TO LIVE, AFRAID TO DIE, AFRMY MEMORIES ARE HAUNTING ME, AND I AM ON MY OWN. AFRAID TO LIVE, AFRAID TO DIE, AFRAID OF BEING ALONE. WHAT CAN COME OF LONELINESS, AND WHAT CAN COME OF PAIN? I'LL TRY TO BE WHAT I CAN BE. I'LL TRY NOT IN VAIN THIS TIME. WHO CAN SAVE ME FROM DESTRUCTION? AND WHO CAN SET ME FREE? I TURN TO GOD, BUT ALL I HEAR IS THAT MY PAST IS HAUNTING ME. WHAT CAN COME OF LONELINESS, AND WHAT CAN COME OF PAIN? I'LL TRY TO BE WHAT I CAN BE. I'LL TRY NOT IN VAIN AGAIN. AND WHO CAN SAVE ME FROM DESTRUCTION? AND WHO CAN SET ME FREE? I TURN FOR HELP, BUT TRUTH IS GONE, AND ALL I CAN SEE IS MY HAUNTING MEMORIES.
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KEROSENE PEOPLE 01:09
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The Santairs 35th digital album release brings more of a melancholy feel than previous albums, with a mixture of ballads, folk, country, and rock.

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released April 18, 2017

Wayde K. Brown (Total Running Time: 44:52)

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I am a musician, singer, and songwriter doing this part-time but have been doing it all my life. I started singing before I could talk at the age of one, and wrote my first real song at 15 years of age. (If you count avant-garde as a song, then the age would be 7.) I currently own my own recording studio; and I write, perform, and record my own music (and other's from time to time.) I am Santairs. ... more

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